Sunday, November 16, 2008

Auckland, New Zealand

Auckland, New Zealand

Home of Hobbits, Zena Warrior Princess, and Power Rangers. I've arrived safely here in the capital of New Zealand. It just so happened that some friends I met in Fiji were finishing their studies here in Auckland, and so I had lodging in their apartment for a couple of days.

Nov 12 - So after a nice hot shower in water that was not a mix of fresh and salt water, I joined my new friend Mike and another traveler from Fiji, Nicole (a German girl), and we met up with many of Mike's friends from University, for a Kareoke night at the local pub. Unfortunately, the owner politely asked us to leave later in the night, as we guess he didn't understand our Fijian show of excitement as we kept shouting "Sweee" after everyone's Kareoke debut.

The craziness continued as we ended the night by skinny dipping in the very cold water of their apartment building pool. We tried to do Qi-gong in the water to warm up...but it just wasn't happening.


Nov 13 - Today was all about getting ready and planning out my stay here in New Zealand. We had a late brunch at a Hare Krishna Restaurant and then went searching for a camper van, as one option for my stay was to drive myself around and sleep in the van to save money. It seems their high season began early, as all the camper vans were sold out. So, I looked back through the tourist guides and already missing the island life, chose to head out for Great Barrier Island the next morning. As I researched the transporation and hostels on the islands, I was reminded by a little voice inside, "just trust, show up and trust." Ok, I said, and stopped the research, trusting all would unfold accordingly.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Nadi, Fiji (Newtown)


Nadi, Fiji (Newtown)

Nov 10 - I arrived back on the mainland around 2:00 today with three friends from the island. We quickly reunited with a couple others that had left the island before us.
I booked lodging across the street from where everyone else was staying (it was half the price), but came and hung out with them at their hostel(the Aquarius Fiji). By the end of the night there were 6 total in our group of reunited friends.

Nov 11 - This morning I reunited with three more friends from the island, and said goodbye to three. Balance is easily kept out here. :) Five of us are headed for the airport tomorrow, with three on the same flight. A guy named Mike from Boston, who has been living in New Zealand the past few months has offered me space in his apartment for when I first arrive. The Universe continues to provide.
I found a wifi hotspot around the corner from my hostel that I've been tapping into. Otherwise, I'd be paying $6 an hour to use the internet. I was approached earlier today while sitting under a tree sending emails, and I thought they were going to run me off, but instead this Fijian woman asked if I wanted some water while I worked. Ha! Such great people!

Fiji and the Island Life


Fiji (Nov 5-10)
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A collection of over 333 small islands clustered together under political turmoil and situated in the tropical South Pacific. My journey begins here, amongst the sanctuary of a people who although governed by a fluctuating leadership, continue to have a strong sense of tradition and culture.

Easily, the most apparent feeling here in Fiji, is the sense of hospitality and welcome. From the mainland city of Nadi, I´ve taken a boat to Mana Island, part of the Mananuca Island Group. The water here looks like a blue silk cloth gently cradling the boats docked near it's sandy beaches.

My mind is still settling into this new lifestyle. I am slowly letting go into this world of nomads and explorers. My thoughts keep coming up with new projects, reminders of things left undone, and people I am supposed to contact and confirm my safe arrival with. All these thoughts dissolve as we approach the shore of Mana Island, and the staff of the Ratu Kini Resort assemble on the beach to greet us with song and smiles. The melody they are playing and their voices take the place of my thoughts, and I can´t help but smile as well. I am arriving with a group of about eight others; some dutch girls, an Australian couple, two Irish chaps, and a German girl.

The Fijian welcome crew, consisting of Jeri, Amini, Kula, Maria, Emily, and others, help us with our bags and take them inside to the reception desk. Little do I know then that leaving these people a week later will be the first of many difficult farewells.

We all check in and enjoy another round of the Ratu Kini resort welcome song. The resort is situated directly on the beach, sandwiched between a massive luxury resort owned by a Japanese investor and a string of budget accomodations on the other side. I am impressed by how at home I already feel.

A few days have passed and guests have come and gone. A young French Canadian girl arrives, and I can´t help to admire her courage in deciding to travel at such a young age. She is only 18 years old. The curiosity of the young is an attractive quality I both love and struggle to resist. They walk a fine line of sensitive naivity and awe in relation to the world. Their wonder can lead them to unforseen downfall or joyous discovery...and what I believe makes them so attractive is their willingness to take the risk.
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There is a sweet seranade in the breeze as birds call to one another, hoping to attract the perfect partner to sing with. It is early in the day, and the air is still crisp. I am on my way to the local school to see how the Fijian kids spend their days. It is in the middle of the island, hidden amongst Papaya, Mango,and Sweetbread fruit trees. The schoolhouse is a plain looking building with three main classrooms. The exterior is painted blue and looks the color of a slightly cloudy day, as small areas faded revealing the concrete understructure. All the children are together in the far right room, I can hear them singing. The words are foreign to me, but the joy in their voices is not. It seems Ive come at the right time, as a group of others coming from the luxury resort join me at the door. A special presentation has been arranged for them....and now me
too, as I quietly walk in with the group. We all sit down at the front of the classroom, and the schoolteacher gives the children a cue, which sends them in a excited flurry towards us.
Before, I know it, I am covered in sweet smelling flowers, one atop each ear, and a few more placed gently in my hands by giggling 5-6 year olds.

The children sing us songs and demonstrate traditional dances. I am amused when a small boy who had been faking his way through the song and dance notices that Ive caught him. He smiles, and moves behind one of his classmates, embarrassed. There is an exchange of gifts from the wealthy resort folks who donate supplies and candy. I have only my gratitude to give, and can tell it is enough as each child gives me a warm embrace when itś time to go.

It is midday and it has begun to rain. Just as sudden as the downpour has appeared is the blur of local children that have come bursting out of the rainforest foliage. They are doing what children do best when it rains; playing in the water.

Myself and other travelers smile and laugh as we watch the children plunge into the ocean,feeling the water splashing around them,and falling upon them from above. After a while, we decide ´ẃhen in Fiji, do as the Fijian kids would do´ and run down into the water ourselves.
The rain is warm, as is the ocean water. Even as the tiny droplets pierce the surface, the water remains clear enough to see the bottom. I begin flowing through the water in an impromptu Wuji Dance. My friends notice, and begin mimicking my movements. Within minutes I find myself leading a short qi gong session. The children have joined in as well. I feel very blessed for this cultural exchange.

I spend the next few days massaging the staff and leading another qi-gong session at (movielink)Sunset beach. Ive only been here a week and already Ive taken on old roles; as teacher and healer. There is a fine line I must find of being authentic, allowing certain roles to manifest, and making sure I develop no attachment to those roles. It is becoming more real to me that this journey is now my life, and not just a short trip around the world.

The Journey Begins

Everything changed after I remembered. Life used to be a simple series of habits and patterns; mundane interactions with others. It reminded me of early math lessons we all learn; the ones where we wonder if there will ever be a day that we need to know how many apples Sally has left after 3 have been taken by Billy. In this same way, my life was just a series of suggested interactions and hypothetical outcomes. Then, I remembered, and everything changed.

It happened later in life for me, although in retrospect it was early. I remembered who I am, who I'd always been, and my journey began. Some could say the journey begins the day we are born, but so many of us forget why we came here in the first place and we wander aimlessly on a well-beaten path paved by the masses that came before us. No, it is not until we remember that we begin to weave the strands of our own path; our true journey.

Thus, my journey did not really begin until my early twenties, when I realized I was more than the masks I wore. I had begun to remember that there was purpose. I have something to share and many things to learn. There are messages out there to be heard and to be spoken, and I had finally remembered why I came; why we all come. I found it hidden away in the intricate web of connections to which we are all a part.

What is it that I remembered? Simple. I remembered that we are the couriers of countless messages exchanged in every interaction. I remembered that we are all Angels, messengers to one another, and if you listen closely you might stumble upon joy and fullfilment.

And so, I chose to travel the world with this awareness. I chose to stretch my Angel wings and learn to fly. - www.centerforconnection.org/WorldTour